excuse me. is that a punctured vein, or just your heart on your sleeve?

Does anyone you know have a blog? Do you read it? Do you ever immediately regret it?
Given our day and age, these are probably stupid questions. I can answer yes to all three.
I get so tired of the whiny, pseudo-suicidal, i can't trust anyone because I've been betrayed so many times, blah, blah, blah...vomit. that's what i want to do right now. I'm so furious i just want to vomit it out on to my computer screen and some how magically it will transmit across the web to everyone, to sit there just fermenting until they log on to write their next cry session on their blog they devote more time to than actual relationships with real actual people, you know, the people the claim are only there to hurt and betray them, suddenly they're hit with the most rancid stench of vomit, so penetrating they can actually taste it in their mouths.
For example, the one i read tonight my friend was once again, i don't know, parading his suicidal tendencies for all to see. Which i can't help but to feel are fabrications, because, well, let's just be honest here, you are either suicidal(read here: DEAD) or else you are a whiny little bitch seeking attention you think you lack. seriously. Not trying to be hurtful, but if you want to die, you will find a away to be dead. you don't blog about it.
I'm so frustrated and angry, I'm having trouble forming thoughts(a difficult enough process for me as is).
we all feel loneliness. we all get depressed. just try to be a man about it.

there is so much more. i could go on for a while, i just want to punch someone in the mouth.